Jeyydon

Who is Jeyydon I can't find him on facebook or google I don't see him in the halls or on any class schedules And you wont Because Jeyydon has a different name on his birth certificate And Jeyydon was born a different gender But Jeyydon …

Clock out

Three days now you've made me wait And in those three days, I've decided our fate Because I'm tired of playing your game And now, I don't feel the same For me, it's as easy as 1, 2, 3 Sorrow, break, sew Because we are …

Why

Why? Why is a very broad question. Why is the sky blue? Why is it raining? Why do I reach for a pill bottle every time I can't sleep?   We have answers to all of these questions. Molecules in the air. Precipitation. Bipolar.   …

Cool

When I was thirteen, the boy who took my virginity told me it was cool to smoke. So now there's tar in my lungs and  my innocence is gone. And all I was left with was a broken heart. When I was in sixth grade, …

I’m so tired

I'm so tired. I haven't slept for days. It might be from the three, very large, cups of coffee I've had in the last two hours. Or because I can't stop thinking. I have all these new, amazing writing ideas. Maybe I'll start making YouTube …

New Year, Better Me

A lot of people start off the new year with a "new year new me" attitude. Not me. I love who I am, but I do need improvements. So, here are my "New year, better me" New Years Resolutions: Get organized. Buy a car. Move …

When I Was Five

When I was five, wanted to be an artist. Then when I was eight, I wanted to be a songwriter. And when I was twelve, I wanted to die. So I cut myself to shreds, turned off the lights, and went to bed. And at …

The Way I’ve Changed

I am constantly changing. I change my hair, my style in clothing, my career path, all in a matter of a week. I've seen a therapist since I was twelve. And on July 3rd, 2015. She asked me what goals I had. One was: Do good …

Five months ’til 18

Right now, I'm just under five months away from being 18 and in my almost eighteen years of life I have learned the following: Blood means nothing. Someone you met three weeks ago can have better intentions for you than someone you met three years …

Home Away From Home

This isn’t my home, but it always has been. This is my Papaw’s house, and his dad before him, and his dad before him, and so on. This house has seen seven generations of my mothers side of the family and will continue to be …